Monday, March 12, 2012

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Today it seems to be the dullest day of my life…  :(
Im feeling so sad for no reason… Im trying to analyze what went wrong since morning but…  don’t know what has happened.. feeling too low…
Actually I’m feeling like… my life is useless !! :| I dont wanna live… Ohh GOD…
But then I think about my family and my loves ones I have to live for them… ??
They have supported me in every thing that I did… I have to live… I can’t fill their rest of life with sadness…
But what and how to live a life that one does not want to spend???
Stop making yourself think on this topic.. damn.. you are just 23… so young and thinking of death… Her mind was trying to divert her from what her heart felt…
Sometime in between writting her feelings down and controlling the sobs, wiping the tears she kept her head on her laptop and went to sleep…. Not knowing what destiny had stored for her…
Her mind was suspecting her heart for the intentions it had stored in it…
That was her life… that was why she lived…. She spent her life without any motive.. without any goal… just writting down everything that came to her heart on her lappy… He was her best friend who would listen to her every feeling without trying to manipulate them…. She spent every evening like this in dilema.. To live or Not To Live… till that day when it happened… After that day… It changed her life forever… she could not even think of dying…. Rather she now thought of killing….

Did you ever felt something like this ever in your life?
… Whispers of love… Listen to them carefully…
Coming soon.. keep watching!!!
and.. OMG… wht did u think??? Im very sad?? huh?? :P
I don’t wanna live ?? .. :) That will happen never… :P :P

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