Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Men… ahhh!!

Im not going to say something new here.. I know… but from a few recent posts that I read here today I have finally concluded….
Men… really fall only for beauty…
I don’t think I need to give any proofs for that…
Gals do you agree??
But this is not ur fault my friend… God has created you that way.. anything that pleases your heart must first please your eyes!!
One question to all u guys out there…
A good looking, heart pleasing, well mannered gal asks you for a favour… though you need to go an extra mile out of your schedule, you will go for it… right?? ahh… yes That was expected …
Now suppose a not so good looking gal whom you may not even notice if she passes by… asks you for a favour… Will you do the same for her what you did earlier?
Put yourself in this situation, imagine two gals.. one you like and one you dont… you dont know them personally just know them as ur colleges will you be acting same to them? or your responses will vary?
Trying to get to Truth…

Lunch time!!

… This was the most desired time for me a few months back.. when I was in Infy… we would move to the cafeteria as soon as the clock striked 12…
Today also the clock striked 12… but today I don’t feel that enthusiasm.. towards it.. today I dont feel like spending time for it… is it really necessary?? yes.. answers my brain… you have to live and so u have to have energy and so have to have food…
I drag myself to the cafeteria here and sit there alone lost in myself… wondering here and there.. or looking at the crowd.. feeling jealous… about people who come there in group.
I have never been part of a big gang.. we were just the three… Me and my two friends.. Lunch time was a time when we entered into a different world.. our world… !! chatting, teasing, gossiping… sharing concerns… that was all what we wanted to do… apart from taking meals meanwhile… that one hour would seem to be so less… we would always end up our session with realization that someone from us had an important meeting or a client call or a defect to be fixed… :(
If anyone would be late for lunch.. we used to get upset.. cause we would loose that much of fun… 12 means 12… we would be ready to go for lunch keeping our busy schedule far from us for a while!!
Here… Im all on my own.. I don’t even bother to go and have lunch… some time later… when I start getting headache I realize.. ohh I haven’t had my lunch.. and so I start for lunch…
I miss you my friends.. I really miss the time we spent and I miss everything we shared….
I had never thought I would feel bad about not having anyone around… as Im a silent person… I don’t talk much but when I’m with friends I’m myself… a chatterbox…
I miss fun… I miss living in the company…. !! I miss friends here!!!
I need friends… live.. friends.. whom I can see apart from doing talking… who can wipe my tears off my face.. !!!
I really miss enjoying with friends.. may be with time I will get someone here also.. but people here are so aloof.. no one feels need to talk to anyone… everyone busy minding their bussiness… :(
Calling friends… anybody interested.. ??
cause I beleive… there are no strangers.. only friends you haven’t met. ..
feeling very sad today… so Im missing my frzs or missing frnz so feeling very sad dont know…

Monday, March 12, 2012

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Today it seems to be the dullest day of my life…  :(
Im feeling so sad for no reason… Im trying to analyze what went wrong since morning but…  don’t know what has happened.. feeling too low…
Actually I’m feeling like… my life is useless !! :| I dont wanna live… Ohh GOD…
But then I think about my family and my loves ones I have to live for them… ??
They have supported me in every thing that I did… I have to live… I can’t fill their rest of life with sadness…
But what and how to live a life that one does not want to spend???
Stop making yourself think on this topic.. damn.. you are just 23… so young and thinking of death… Her mind was trying to divert her from what her heart felt…
Sometime in between writting her feelings down and controlling the sobs, wiping the tears she kept her head on her laptop and went to sleep…. Not knowing what destiny had stored for her…
Her mind was suspecting her heart for the intentions it had stored in it…
That was her life… that was why she lived…. She spent her life without any motive.. without any goal… just writting down everything that came to her heart on her lappy… He was her best friend who would listen to her every feeling without trying to manipulate them…. She spent every evening like this in dilema.. To live or Not To Live… till that day when it happened… After that day… It changed her life forever… she could not even think of dying…. Rather she now thought of killing….

Did you ever felt something like this ever in your life?
… Whispers of love… Listen to them carefully…
Coming soon.. keep watching!!!
and.. OMG… wht did u think??? Im very sad?? huh?? :P
I don’t wanna live ?? .. :) That will happen never… :P :P

Thursday, March 8, 2012

~.~.~SHE~.~.~

It was one of the dreadful days of her life she had never thought of.She loved him so much and he did love her in return… But today had something different in store…

today they argued and fought over silly issues… both claiming the other was guilty. With a Thud he left the room… not wanting to increase the argument.. leaving her alone, she collapsed on the bed and with ease let the tears flow…

She cried; her heart ached and asked her again and again why it was like this? He said, he cannot see tears in her eyes but then how could he be the reason for tears in her eyes? He could not bear a tear in her eyes… but what about her heart that is crying silently?

He could not bear a slight scratch on her skin, but what about the scars that were created on her soul He said he understood her, but he could not say a single word of encouragement when she was down, all her world against her, didn’t he know how she felt then?

She knew he loved her.. there was no doubt… she knew he cared but something was going wrong, she could not express her feelings and he could not see her hidden pain, it was unseen; as it was for the world She had wished only one thing in return from him – he should understand her feelings! Was she asking too much?

He can never understand me.. our relation is going nowhere she thought to herself.. this has to end here.. her mind was taking extreme steps as it could not handle the pressure her heart was into. She cried and cried till the wee hours of morning when sometime she went to sleep….

…. And when she woke up in the morning … Her eyes were swollen; throat was soar and she could hardly breathe! Even after the sleep she could feel everything that the last night brought with it…

But her pain had sublimed with the rising sun
and she again submitted herself to him…
. … To love her, to care about her… to HURT her…

Because she knew that when she loved him she gave him the complete right to hurt her!
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~~~Happy Women’s Day!!~~~
In This article I wanted to show how sensitive a women is… yet how forgiving a women is!! When She says she loves you… she loves you with every bit and peice and everyway that she can… !!!
Honour her for being a part of your life, beautifying your life by playing various roles….
….Making you live beautiful moments!! don’t you?