Saturday, May 19, 2012

Budding Love # 3


He returned home a bit late after a tiring day.  As he opened the main door, he saw the lights were off. He was puzzled… Seems she hasn’t yet come he thought to himself…. But she daily comes before him? He kept questioning himself and tried to provide satisfactory answers but he could not so he thought he would call her. As his fingers reached to call her he thought let me get fresh first then I will call her. She will feel nice to hear me fresh, that will make her too feel fresh. She might also have had a tiring day. As he switched on the room lights he felt a note on the switch, yes there was sticky note on the switch he took it closer and read,
“Hello dear…  had a tiring day.. ?? get fresh soon… will catch u soon…. Love u!! ”
 that note brought smile on his face. As he folded the note and reached his cupboard to get his night dress , He found another sticky note on the cupboard which read
“Your night dress is kept…  ” ahh I know where my night dress is… he said to himself getting a bit irritated by her instructions… and he opened the cupboard, he searched the cupboard but could not find the dress… finally he opened the second note and continued… in the second section, right hand side…
Ok he thought to himself.. he took the night dress and went inside the bath to get fresh. As he came out wiping his face with napkin his hand felt some paper, he took a closer look and there he found another sticky note hanging to the towel… 
“Now that you are fresh dear…. Let me tell you I’m going with Anju nearby, will be back soon.. till then TC and did u miss me?”
Ha ha… with all these notes around u think I’m going to miss you?  He cleared her doubt and started going downstairs. Thinking he can watch his favorite football as she is not at home and today was the so much long awaited match… excitedly he went down and switched on the TV…  switched channel to his fav sports channel…
“I know… you feeling so nice to have this thing in your hand…  not for long… Till then u can enjoy your match”
Ahhh… he was getting nervous… how can she know everything about me beforehand. Without bothering to get an answer to his question he watched the match, but it felt so boring… I love to watch this match only when she fights with me to get back the remote and to change the channel…. He was bored and thought of calling her….
He dialed her number after a few sec he could hear it ringing… he was puzzled… the sound was coming from   the house itself…. He went in the direction of the ring only to find the mobile lying on the side table put on charging… he picked it up and again found a sticky note on it…
“I told na.. I’m going nearby… This was drained completely so thought would keep it at home will be back home till 9.  u seem to be missing me huh? By that time you can have a cup of coffee… ”
Ohhh… he was damn irritated by now…  he was not liking it that she was knowing him so well that even in her absence she took great care of his.  Coffee… no way.. I’m not going to make coffee.. he thought to himself and then again he sat to watch the match…
Suddenly he thought why not give her a surprise? She will be coming home till 9, I still have ½ hr in my hand…
He went in the kitchen happy with his idea.. umm… I will cook pulav for both of us he thought  scanning the freeze and took out the vegetables. She will be so happy that I saved her time and then after she comes we can both have it in Candle light…
Wow!! He exclaimed extremely happy with his brain… he chopped the vegetables and washed rice…  neatly he completed his task… the cooker was set and he had to just wait for 4 whistles.. and his Shahi dish was going to be ready to serve…
1 whistle.. then the 2nd .. and the third 3rd ...4th… and turned off the burner… now.. wait for some time… wait… hmm…  he prepared for other things before opening the cooker lid.. he went upstairs and he arranged everything nicely…  on the open terrace he brought a table and arranged chair, plates, jug, glasses, candles were set to lit. Everything was set… Now he only waited for the doorbell to ring….
He went downstairs and sat there on sofa watching his football match… all excited. Soon he heard the bell ring… he went and opened the door quickly…
She came in..
Looks like you are tired.
Ye s a bit.. this Anju took me to so many places and I had to return back walking; had not taken my purse. So feeling a bit tired she said sitting on the sofa… She glanced at the kitchen… after a while she went to prepare for dinner….  She called him from inside you didn’t prepare coffee??
How the hell she knows that? He thought to himself…
No.. was not feeling like having Coffee he shouted back…
Really???
He went in the kitchen and asked her… but how do you know that
She removed the sticky note from the coffee bottle and handed it to him…. And they both laughed for it He read it…
“ohh my my… so you are going to make coffee?? Hmm so let me tell you how to do that.. but I had never thought you will make it…u lazy fellow… “
She prepared coffee for herself and gave a cup to him… he resisted but he knew she knew him so well…. After having coffee, he was getting impatient…  finally he asked her to get fresh and then they would have dinner…
I will get fresh later let me first cook something.. she said putting her hair into bun.
No… first go and get fresh… .He insisted and she had to agree…
Seeing his plan work.. he took the coke bottle with him and as she came out of the bath she saw him standing there with a big grin on his face…
What happened??  Her eyes questioned…..  what are u hiding there at the back…
He came closer and blindfolded her with the scarf in his hand. What are you doing…
Shhhh… now just follow me… he guided her to the terrace… Lit the candles there while she questioned him 100 times what was he upto… suspicious about his intentions….
Honey.. I need to cook food.. tomorrow we have office…  she explained…
I know he said as he came closer to her to untie the scarf… He took a last look to check if anything missing… and finally he untied her..
Tadaaaaaaa…. He exclaimed her as she opened her eyes…
Wow!!! You did this!! She could not believe her eyes…. How.. why?? OMG.. u cooked… she could not control her happiness… she was so happy…
Yes mam… you were guessing my each and every step so accurately that I thought I would give you a surprise and tell you.. There are still many things you need to explore in me.. otherwise you would start taking me for granted…  they both giggled as they settled down for dinner.
They had their long awaited candle light dinner in peace!!


Friday, May 18, 2012

Budding Love # 2


She hates change… she is afraid to try new things!!
He likes to experiment, He loves new things…
Scene 1:
Once they went to an ice cream parlor
As usual she ordered her favorite same old… “Butter scotch”
He ordered the same…
she got irritated…. “Why don’t you order what you like?” … she hates it when he imitates her…
“Because I like Butter scotch…” he answered plainly licking his butter scotch
“No You don’t like butter scotch…” she was reluctant to accept that.
“Ok… because I like YOU… ”
And that put an end to the argument… She was satisfied by that answer!!
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Scene 2:
They are again in ice cream parlor
“You order first…. You always order what I order….” She said…
“Ok… No problem… “,said he… “One butterscotch for me… and what will you have?”
“Butter scotch… ” She said chirpingly… In her heart knowing he ordered Butter scotch because he knew she will order Butter Scotch.
Without any fight today they both had their icecream… He unknowingly showed her how much he cared for her… and she knowingly accepted it.
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Scene 3:
Two butterscotch please…
“Ahhh no… today I don’t wanna have butter scotch….”
But Why? Itsn’t it your fav?
Umm yes it is… but I want to try CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE…
Ok… “Two CHOCOLATE FUDGE BROWNIE please… ”
So how is it?? He asked her
It’s good… She answered him casually… she was missing her butter scotch…
Doesn’t look like it’s better than the same old butter scotch… ??? as he handed her the extra butter scotch cone that he had brought for her…
She looked at him with wide open eyes…. As if she found her bundle of joy. They both had THEIR ice cream looking into each other’s eyes, letting the silence do the talking part…
Love is: Knowing what the other person wants without being told by them.
“Isn’t sacrificing our small joys for the happiness of other LOVE?”
I love my eyes when your eyes look deep into them…
I love my nose when you rub your nose against it…
I love my lips when your lips kiss them..
I love my name when you call it…
I love my heart when your heart beats for it…
I love my life when your life is part of it forever…

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

Budding Love #1

He loves her a lot. She too loves him with her whole heart. They are living a happy life with each other exploring each other every day.
So… what?? Is this a story?
Wait.. let me tell you it’s not a love marriage… they are in love after marriage. Sometimes I wonder how can people decide and then fall in love? Isn’t love a thing that just happens? You never know with whom will you fall in love and how? But when I see them I believe “Marriages are made in heaven.”
But their case is as ordinary as other 1000 cases. They married for the sake of their parents wish; They did things for each other for the sake of doing things because they were supposed to do things that way and not because they loved each other. She cooked food for him and his family, Took care of him and in return he behaved nicely, sweetly to her. Slowly he became addicted to her. Earlier he got up from the bed with the sound of the Alarm… but that day…
He woke up from his sleep, thinking its yet time to get up from the bed he again went to sleep, but could not sleep nor could he get up. He waited for her to come. He wanted to start the day hearing her voice, so he lie there awake staring at the ceiling, waiting for her. Casually he took his mobile and unlocked it… look at this.!! it is showing 8:30 Am. How is that possible? She comes and wakes me up at 7:30 Am? I’m going to be late for work today he thought to himself.
Hurriedly he got up and started getting ready, he brushed, had bath hastily thinking whole time about her, why didn’t she wake him. He came to his cupboard; he could not find any dress shortlisted for him for the day, what am I supposed to wear today? She will daily get him his office dress tie, hanky, socks and he never had any doubt about the color combinations she used, He would happily wear whatever was kept there for him. May be she got late to office today, so she didn’t get time. He got ready and went to the breakfast table. No breakfast?? No lunch? What is happening? He thought to himself. Giving the thought a back seat he drove hurriedly to office. After finishing with a couple of urgent meetings he came to his desk and sat there peacefully for some time, unconsciously he took his mobile and switched it on. No missed calls? She didn’t call me? Daily she will call me right when I’m at the office gate. He kept thinking about her. Should I call her? No why should I call her? She didn’t care to call me. He thought and started doing his work. Am I missing her? Yes you are!! said his inner voice to which he agreed. Why is she doing this to me? She knows that how addicted I am to her. Still she … controlling his emotions he tried to concentrate on his work. At lunch he ate something at the canteen and waited for the day to end. So that he could see her again, he could not wait for the suspense to end. He wanted to see her, feel her presence, talk to her. Finally the day ended. He went back home and searched her in every nook and corner but she was not at home.
Just then his cell beeped.. he took it out from his pocket and looked at it. She calling…
His joy knew no bounds. He took the call
How are you? Reached home?… came a sweet voice even before he could even say hello.
Yes just now came back.
I reached just now. Whole way there was no range so I could not call you. How was your day?
[Reached now? Where? He started thinking looking here and there around the house to find her. NO RANGE??]
Mom and dad are doing well. They are remembering you..
Ahhh .. hmmm.. tell my regards to them He said, recollecting that she has left last night to go to her parents home for the first time after their marriage for some festival. They are supposed to go… and have to go, else I would have never allowed her to go. [but Why? Asked his inner voice… ]
Did you miss me? His thought process was interrupted by her question.
What kind of question is it? Off course I did. I missed you with every passing sec today. I had never imagined someone will become such an integral part of me in such a short time, that too me not noticing it. How could this happen? I think I have fallen in love with you… your caring ways and kind words. I just couldn’t live without you today…I felt I was dying to see you, hear you every sec. when are you returning? I can’t wait dear; I want you to be back here soon.
Hearing that, she blushed and smiled to herself. Soon I will be there. I missed you too. I too had tough time but the sweet memories of our togetherness kept me alive. It is hard to say may be you may not agree to this but this is the fact even before I reached my parents house I was counting days left for my return. My heart wants to be with you all the time.
Interesting and pleasing at the same time… I think.. he said and paused.
There was silence for some time which felt like eternity to both.
I think I love you a lot!! He said with intimate voice and getting a bit serious.
For the first time these letters were being spoken between them. Her joy knew no boundaries. She was shy hearing that at the same time her heart was beating faster and faster. She pinched herself. She wanted to say those words to him. She stammered, wondered what was happening to her.
I understand what you are going through, you going away from me, though this was for a time being made me realize how much I love you. And I already know you love me too.
And that is how their love story began…
That is how they realized they loved each other…
That is how this new journey of togetherness began …
Separation strengthens true love…

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Men… ahhh!!

Im not going to say something new here.. I know… but from a few recent posts that I read here today I have finally concluded….
Men… really fall only for beauty…
I don’t think I need to give any proofs for that…
Gals do you agree??
But this is not ur fault my friend… God has created you that way.. anything that pleases your heart must first please your eyes!!
One question to all u guys out there…
A good looking, heart pleasing, well mannered gal asks you for a favour… though you need to go an extra mile out of your schedule, you will go for it… right?? ahh… yes That was expected …
Now suppose a not so good looking gal whom you may not even notice if she passes by… asks you for a favour… Will you do the same for her what you did earlier?
Put yourself in this situation, imagine two gals.. one you like and one you dont… you dont know them personally just know them as ur colleges will you be acting same to them? or your responses will vary?
Trying to get to Truth…

Lunch time!!

… This was the most desired time for me a few months back.. when I was in Infy… we would move to the cafeteria as soon as the clock striked 12…
Today also the clock striked 12… but today I don’t feel that enthusiasm.. towards it.. today I dont feel like spending time for it… is it really necessary?? yes.. answers my brain… you have to live and so u have to have energy and so have to have food…
I drag myself to the cafeteria here and sit there alone lost in myself… wondering here and there.. or looking at the crowd.. feeling jealous… about people who come there in group.
I have never been part of a big gang.. we were just the three… Me and my two friends.. Lunch time was a time when we entered into a different world.. our world… !! chatting, teasing, gossiping… sharing concerns… that was all what we wanted to do… apart from taking meals meanwhile… that one hour would seem to be so less… we would always end up our session with realization that someone from us had an important meeting or a client call or a defect to be fixed… :(
If anyone would be late for lunch.. we used to get upset.. cause we would loose that much of fun… 12 means 12… we would be ready to go for lunch keeping our busy schedule far from us for a while!!
Here… Im all on my own.. I don’t even bother to go and have lunch… some time later… when I start getting headache I realize.. ohh I haven’t had my lunch.. and so I start for lunch…
I miss you my friends.. I really miss the time we spent and I miss everything we shared….
I had never thought I would feel bad about not having anyone around… as Im a silent person… I don’t talk much but when I’m with friends I’m myself… a chatterbox…
I miss fun… I miss living in the company…. !! I miss friends here!!!
I need friends… live.. friends.. whom I can see apart from doing talking… who can wipe my tears off my face.. !!!
I really miss enjoying with friends.. may be with time I will get someone here also.. but people here are so aloof.. no one feels need to talk to anyone… everyone busy minding their bussiness… :(
Calling friends… anybody interested.. ??
cause I beleive… there are no strangers.. only friends you haven’t met. ..
feeling very sad today… so Im missing my frzs or missing frnz so feeling very sad dont know…

Monday, March 12, 2012

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Today it seems to be the dullest day of my life…  :(
Im feeling so sad for no reason… Im trying to analyze what went wrong since morning but…  don’t know what has happened.. feeling too low…
Actually I’m feeling like… my life is useless !! :| I dont wanna live… Ohh GOD…
But then I think about my family and my loves ones I have to live for them… ??
They have supported me in every thing that I did… I have to live… I can’t fill their rest of life with sadness…
But what and how to live a life that one does not want to spend???
Stop making yourself think on this topic.. damn.. you are just 23… so young and thinking of death… Her mind was trying to divert her from what her heart felt…
Sometime in between writting her feelings down and controlling the sobs, wiping the tears she kept her head on her laptop and went to sleep…. Not knowing what destiny had stored for her…
Her mind was suspecting her heart for the intentions it had stored in it…
That was her life… that was why she lived…. She spent her life without any motive.. without any goal… just writting down everything that came to her heart on her lappy… He was her best friend who would listen to her every feeling without trying to manipulate them…. She spent every evening like this in dilema.. To live or Not To Live… till that day when it happened… After that day… It changed her life forever… she could not even think of dying…. Rather she now thought of killing….

Did you ever felt something like this ever in your life?
… Whispers of love… Listen to them carefully…
Coming soon.. keep watching!!!
and.. OMG… wht did u think??? Im very sad?? huh?? :P
I don’t wanna live ?? .. :) That will happen never… :P :P

Thursday, March 8, 2012

~.~.~SHE~.~.~

It was one of the dreadful days of her life she had never thought of.She loved him so much and he did love her in return… But today had something different in store…

today they argued and fought over silly issues… both claiming the other was guilty. With a Thud he left the room… not wanting to increase the argument.. leaving her alone, she collapsed on the bed and with ease let the tears flow…

She cried; her heart ached and asked her again and again why it was like this? He said, he cannot see tears in her eyes but then how could he be the reason for tears in her eyes? He could not bear a tear in her eyes… but what about her heart that is crying silently?

He could not bear a slight scratch on her skin, but what about the scars that were created on her soul He said he understood her, but he could not say a single word of encouragement when she was down, all her world against her, didn’t he know how she felt then?

She knew he loved her.. there was no doubt… she knew he cared but something was going wrong, she could not express her feelings and he could not see her hidden pain, it was unseen; as it was for the world She had wished only one thing in return from him – he should understand her feelings! Was she asking too much?

He can never understand me.. our relation is going nowhere she thought to herself.. this has to end here.. her mind was taking extreme steps as it could not handle the pressure her heart was into. She cried and cried till the wee hours of morning when sometime she went to sleep….

…. And when she woke up in the morning … Her eyes were swollen; throat was soar and she could hardly breathe! Even after the sleep she could feel everything that the last night brought with it…

But her pain had sublimed with the rising sun
and she again submitted herself to him…
. … To love her, to care about her… to HURT her…

Because she knew that when she loved him she gave him the complete right to hurt her!
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~~~Happy Women’s Day!!~~~
In This article I wanted to show how sensitive a women is… yet how forgiving a women is!! When She says she loves you… she loves you with every bit and peice and everyway that she can… !!!
Honour her for being a part of your life, beautifying your life by playing various roles….
….Making you live beautiful moments!! don’t you? 

Love..

There is nothing called love in this world.. Huh do u really think there is love... No I think there is only need when need is over love is...